I got $240 for xmas, plus an $80 gift certificate to Kohl's. Various other things, slippers, lotions, an adorable umbrella. I will pamper myself tonight. I got a pedicure set, a set of 12 nail polishes, and a make-up kit that has everything imaginable X 3. My mom got one of those parafin wax things, so I might try that out as well. Tonight is all about ME. Which is exactly why I am refraining from telling you what happened for christmas. I'm waiting till I'm depressed or something.
I hate christmas, so I won't say merry christmas. fuck you all! :)
8:16pm
Okay, I feel better. Why? Because I decided to actually use my christmas presents. I smoked a cigarette, so that's probably a lot to do with it. I took a shower and washed my hair 2 times, both of which the water turned black. That's a good sign, the dye will actually come out. Washing it took the zing, the 'oh god that's shiny black' out of it, which is a VERY good thing. I soaked my feet while painting my nails white. I scrubed my feet, then used the Bath and Body works foot scrub, then some foot lotion that is *excellent*. I painted my toe nails a deep red. I put lotion on my legs and arms. Then came the fun: I experimented with all that make-up that my sis got me. I bet there is over 100 different things in this kit.
I've decided some very important things: 1) I do not look good with eyeliner on, no matter what form or color 2) I love love love brown mascara 3) The only color of blush that shows up on me is pink/red 4) I don't care what people think of my hair, because it will be okay.
I have been so stressed out over the past few days, tonight was exactly what I needed. Everyone should go do a self makeover. *mwah* I love you all!
I just made another diaryring:
Closing the door, once and for all - 07.25.2004
random crap, and yes I suck. - 07.20.2004
fuck everyone - 07.18.2004
On Religion - 07.12.2004
Getting it all out - 07.11.2004