"..So here
I am
Don't know
how to
say this.
The only
thing I
know is
awkward
silence.."

finally - 11.11.2003//6:08 pm

I am so much better than all of this. I don't need to drink, although I did Sunday. I don't need to smoke pot, although I have at least once a week for the past 3 weeks. I am better than this. I don't need to stoop this low. Or do I? Maybe I do and I just don't want to believe it. But oh, pot smells so wonderful. I love it so much. But it's all below me.

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