Afterwards we went back to Jake's house and cooked out, at like 11 at night. Then we sat around and had girl talk for 2 1/2 hours about everything, life, how things are so fucked up in our lives right now. It was great. But then Jon came over (yeah my neighbor) and then the guys from the party (the one i made out with several times) came over and it was odd. LA left, then Jon did, then I left. And here I am. Singing 'feelin like a pimp' in my head.
I know this all sounds stupid, but it was the best time I've had in a long while. I needed this to get my mind off of everything. But I said some things to Shane I shouldn't have. Like 'i still care about you and probably always will'. I'm a dumbass, I think we've all established this. And then I asked him if his girlfriend was moving and he said no, she's just gone for 8 months.
Ok the screen is starting to spin, I'm going to go. Goodnight!
Closing the door, once and for all - 07.25.2004
random crap, and yes I suck. - 07.20.2004
fuck everyone - 07.18.2004
On Religion - 07.12.2004
Getting it all out - 07.11.2004