"..So here
I am
Don't know
how to
say this.
The only
thing I
know is
awkward
silence.."

the story so far...part 1 - 08.10.2003//12:22 am

I don�t know if I should pretend to be happy in here or tell you what happened. I want to tell you both but they contradict themselves. I�m going to make two entries because I cannot put them on the same page. This is entry number 1.

[edited down - Scott is a nickname, as most are in here]This was the confused mess yesterday: Shane likes me, Shane is friends with Scott. Scott likes me, C likes Scott, and I�m friends with C. I don�t care what Shane thinks but do about C. Scott cares about what Shane thinks and not about C. Confusing no?

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