10 fucking days since all that happened. So many more worse things have gone down. I don't have time to explain now, but I will when I feel like it.
I came to a great conclusion today:
I could weigh 57 pounds and it still wouldn't be good enough. I could be a 00 and still feel fat. This disease has nothing to do with numbers. And I'm scared shitless.
Closing the door, once and for all - 07.25.2004
random crap, and yes I suck. - 07.20.2004
fuck everyone - 07.18.2004
On Religion - 07.12.2004
Getting it all out - 07.11.2004