"..So here
I am
Don't know
how to
say this.
The only
thing I
know is
awkward
silence.."

newish - 05.29.2004//4:08 am

Have I mentioned lately that I hate this diary? It makes me so depressed, because there are so many feelings in here. I need to get away from everything. I need a break from reality. It's sad that I'm counting down the hours until I can leave for work (so I can smoke because im freaking out). I wish it would rain.

<<< lost && looking >>>

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